Okay I'm posting this on nTT because nobody reads the blogs besides NKP.

I'm really... in an odd mood. I wish I could just have what I want and not be greedy about it. I don't ask for much, so why can't "love" just happen the way I want it to and I know what way I want it to happen. But it just wont happen that way because nothing in my life ever goes right. Never. So my chances have been fucked over and I'm basically SOL. Which pisses me off in a sense because I feel so strong...

So I got a new phone.. it's a shitty little tracfone, but a phone nonetheless!

I'll give you my number if you ask..maybe.

So Mr.Bennett or chorus teacher told us that next year we might be going to New York and seeing not 1..not 2..but 3 Broadway shows =DDD
how awesome =D

Now I'm sure a ton of you have heard me bitching about my dad at least once. This isn't going to be a full rip on him I'm just pissed so I'm gonna post what happened tonight.

Dad: You're going to bed at 9 pm tonight. Wether you like it or not. At 9pm I'm taking the power cord OFF the computer and taking it with me.
Me:Why? If I get up in time and I'm not late to school why does it matter what time I go to bed?
Dad: Because I fucking told you you're going to bed at 9. quit...

My Avril stuff just came in the mail!!! <3333
I got the red shirt with the bone hand in the Rock on sign with Avril on top of it and Lavigne on the bottom and I got 8 pins. So now I have pins from all her CD's =DDD
I am so happyyyy :]]]]]